SaY WHaT u WaNT_aND i SaY

I got to say it and it’s hard for me
You got me crying like I thought I would never be
Love is believing but you let me down
How can I love you when you ain’t around
And I

Get to the morning and you never call
Love should be everything or not at all
And it don’t matter whatever you do
I made a life out of loving you

Only to find any dream that I follow is dying
I’m crying in the rain
I could be searching my world for a love everlasting
Feeling no pain, when will we meet again

Why do you have to be a heartbreaker
Is it a lesson that I never knew
Gotta get out of the spell that I’m under
My love for you

Why do you have to be a heartbreaker
When I was being what you want me to be
Suddenly everything I ever wanted has passed me by
This world may end
Not you and I

My love is stronger than the universe
My soul is crying for you
And that can not be reversed
You made the rules and you could not see
You made a life out of hurting me

Out of my mind
I am held by the power of you love
Tell me when do we try
Or should we say goodbye

Why do you have to be a heartbreaker
When I was being what you want me to be
Suddenly everything I ever wanted has passed me by

Why do you have to be a heartbreaker
Is it a lesson that I never knew
Suddenly everything I ever wanted
My love for you

"This thing that we call a wedding ceremony is really the final scene of the fairy tale.  They never tell you what happens after.  They never tell you that Cinderella drove the Prince crazy with her obsessive need to clean the castle, cause she missed her day job, right?"

What you never know won’t hurt you

What you never know won’t lie

What you never know won’t desert you

What you never know won’t say goodbye

What you never know won’t hurt you

What you never know won’t lie

What you never know won’t desert you

What you never know won’t make you cry

I’m falling for you

I’m falling for you

My heart’s torn in two

I’m falling for you

What you never know won’t hurt you

What you never know won’t lie

What you never know won’t desert you

What you never know - unless you try

Victoria: They really should make men wear cow bells that ring if they’re ‘The One’ so we don’t waste our time.
Kate Fox: You circulate that petition, I’ll sign it.

This is especially for you, Shaz… Here are my answers for the tag!

7 random facts about me:

1. I love my family, my cats and my FRIENDS.
2. I only trust people ONCE.
3. My heart… It’s a one way street. U can only enter once. That applies to EVERYBODY & EVERY RELATIONSHIPs.
4. I love hanging out with my close-friends - Movies, Lepaking, Karaoke-ing, Talk-ing, Eat-ing, etc…
5. I’m human. I have feelings?
   
6. I like reading horoscopes & stuff like that. Ahaks!
7. I hate doing this, too! Difficult, lah! Like exam questions.

7 things that scares me:

1. Losing my loved ones
2. Hurting people I love
3. Anything bad (or sad) to happen to my loved ones
4. Anything bad to happen to my cats!
5. Unable to fulfill expectations
6. Death?
7. Accidents? Disasters?

7 random music at the moment:

1. I’ll Be - Edwin McCain
2. When You’re Gone - Avril Lavigne
3. Not Ready to Make Nice - Dixie Chicks
4. Umbrella - Rihanna
5. Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
6. Buses & Trains - Bachelor Girl
7. Ketulusan Hati - Anuar Zain

7 things I say the most:

1. Oh My God!
2. Ee, tolong sikittt eh!
3. Ah!
4. Shooottt!
5. Wut the hell?!
6. Like, … (mcm…)
7. …, Lah!

7 things I treasure the most:

1. My Hp(s)
2. My Wallet
3. My Camera
4. My Watches
5. My plushies and teddies
6. My Stamp Collection
7. My 50cent Coins & Old Banknotes - Collection

7 "first time" things I ever did:

1. First all-girls’ vacation out of the country: to Bali last January with Shaz, Sue & Azita.
2. First experience shisha-ing: Restaurant Singgah Selalu near Danga Bay with Fazan, Teng, Boy and other UTM friends.
3. First persian-kitten I managed to persuade my parents to buy back in 2000/2001, named YUNA (2months).  Unfortunately she died after about a month staying with us. Waaaargghhhh!!!
4. The first watch I bought myself (with my ang pau money lah!) - GUESS watch at the age of 13. (Still wearing it now!)
5. First time I went camping when I was 15, at Gombak jer! For some UBK/PMR Motivasi Program.
6. My first time "accident" dengan Polis Traffik was in the year 2001; well I accidently hit his motorcycle just after he stopped me for using my hp while driving! Huhuhahahar!
7. First time i daringly mengurat-ed a guy when I was in Sunway College (A-Levels). That’s when I discovered that BOY-WATCHING can be added under "My Hobbies" and I was said to be rather talented in spotting "good-looking" guys for my girl-friends! Miahahahar!

7 people to do this:

1. K.Yana
2. Nik Murina
3. Nik Muriza
4. Razuwa
5. Stoned
6. Deadnight
7. Elle

"You never think that the last time is the last time.  You think there’ll be more.  You think you have forever but you don’t.  Plus my conditioner stopped working and I think I have brittle bones!  I just need something to happen.  A sign that things are gonna change.  I need a reason to go on.  I need some hope!  And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die today."

Be optimistic!

Don’t you be a grumpy

When the road gets bumpy

Just smile

Smile and be happy!

Your troubles can’t be

As bad as all that

When you’re sad as all that

No one loves you

Be optimistic!

Don’t you be a mourner

Brighten up that corner

And smile

Don’t wear a long face

It’s never in style

Be optimistic

And smile

"Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. But once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in your heart."

How do you cool your lips
after a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
after the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
from the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
by the time you drove me home
by the vagueness in your eyes
casual good-byes
by the chill in your embrace
the expression on your face
that told me
you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive

How do you numb your skin
after the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
after the body rush
How do you free your soul
after you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
it’s a crime to fall in love again

Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
some advice to give on how to be
insensitive

"There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go."